Last night after a bit of delay, the custodian was removed and I emerged from the dissolving black rubber, crying and shaking.
I came to a realization about myself in that thing... I am a profoundly damaged person. I have been hurt in the past and those hurts have left scars that have never healed. I have a very difficult time trusting any domme because I have been abused by one and abandoned by another.
I want to trust again. But it is so hard. I want to feel that I am worth something to somebody outside of myself.
*curls up on herself and cries*
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*hugs a girl tightly*
-Dream
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